13: In Focus

1. I’ve never been a Florence Nightingale type. I’m more of a Jerry Seinfeld.
2. I’ve done years of therapy. I use dreams to inform me and write poetry as case notes.
3. I’ve never been a Mother Theresa type. More of a nutty professor.
4. My life is like a library book / being read to the end / where the plot thickens / and all fines are forgiven / There is no spoiler / to heaven’s cliff hanger / I trust the author / and write my own chapter -Read Cliffhanger in its entirety HERE.
5. Frank Kafka on writing: “Don’t bend; don’t water it down; don’t try to make it logical; don’t edit your own soul according to the fashion. Rather, follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.” Franz Kafka
6. “Kafka’s Hat: With the rain falling / surgically against the roof, / I ate a dish of ice cream / that looked like Kafka’s hat. / It was a dish of ice cream / tasting like an operating table / with the patient staring / up at the ceiling.” Richard Brautigan
7. Heard on a Psychedelics Today and long covid podcast: “Not only patients with long covid but anyone suffering with a chronic neuropathic condition – those neuro networks get really strong because that patient is practicing those symptoms every day.
8. Me (who deals with a non-covid long haul post viral syndrome) to Joe, who recently broke his toe: “are you still practicing that your toe hurts?”
9. Now that a phone call is just a tap away, I don’t know anyone’s phone number in my head, except my own because I often have to call it from my landline to find my phone.

10. I’ve been very interested in how Milkweed goes from this.

11. To this: making seed pods.

12. Does it grow corn? Yes, and weeds.
13. Violence is the last refuge of the incompetent.” Isaac Asi
________Thirteen Thursday
July 17th, 2024 3:53 pm
It’s amazing what knowledge we lose when we don’t have to keep using it (phone numbers). I’m going to have to sit with #7 for a bit. I’m not sure I *get it*, but it feels important.
July 17th, 2024 7:01 pm
“Practicing” as in strengthening the neuropathways.
July 18th, 2024 2:17 pm
I truly like #5 and of course #13! Your TT is very thought provoking.
July 18th, 2024 4:54 pm
I don’t know why you would have had to pay to get your test results. I didn’t. I think I may have given an email address was all. Weird.
Re #7, they say the same thing about pain, that it’s a feedback loop that one can just magically snap out of.
July 18th, 2024 4:57 pm
#7 Not magically but maybe with magic mushrooms mixed with therapy. They are finding that psychedelics tweak the brain in such a way as to form new neuro pathways so that deeply grooved ones that represent habits are changed, via John Hopkins studies. People with PTSD are sometimes cured.